It's been a year since I last shared my thoughts here. A lot of things happened. The Good, the bad and the in between.
A lot of things change and I was happy, I was sad I was tired. I felt alot of feelings and when its too much what I learned it to rest. So that's what I did. I took that rest.
For the first time my mind was peaceful. for the first my mind was not busy and I was new to me I was craving for something to think of. The silence was so loud I wanted to scream my heart out. At first it was uncomfortable. I even ask myself if this is normal... But I live with it and the time was slow but productive. Moving forward I was beginning to love it. When I am sad I now have a time to feel it. When I want to cry I can cry now for how long I want. When I want to try something cool I have the time now. I am not saying that my life now is perfect what I am trying to say is I am now learning to be present. To slow down and enjoy this roller coaster ride we called life.