A lady and her curves

I am done getting on with those creepy nerds ,getting there fingers lean on me all over my body . Yes , I am done with those heartless pieces of stone . Why the hell does everyone objectify me  ? Why I can't feel  or be respected or be loved the way I deserve to be ? Strange is the world and lunatic are it's pupil who hide themselves under the layers of blankets when it comes to cherish the womanhood . They say a woman needs to be protected and what I think of it is there even a need to protect the supreme -the creator? Why am I not supposed to be the way I am ? Why the girl in me is afraid to be ? Why they look down at my body as a food to those eyes who starve ? Why I should not come out of my shell ? Why am I the burden on people ? Why I should be the one to make a compromise ? Why my choices comes like a surprise all of a sudden to everyone ? Even my existence feels like a denial and a rotting hell . The universe too lays down the eyes on the irony why the goddess in me is worshipped if they can't respect the  blood I shed every month to savour their heirs . Why they only see my well toned legs and not the pain that I carry ? Why do I have to keep my mouth shut while feeling the rage inside me when somebody touches me that doesn't make me feel good ? Why am I the one who keeps hanging on the door of thousands of questions and still feel powerless to get the answers of them ? Why my weaknesses are always rectified and my strengths are kept aside ? Why does my happiness always comes after so much of misery and pain? Why do I have to feel the pain of broken limbs to see my baby? Why my red lipstick invites you in ? Why my curves are defined as womanly only after your approval ? Can't I be celebrated simply as a woman ? Why do I have to put up an extra effort for a desired life like a lioness of a jungle has to do? Why can't I simply be loved and adored ? Do they ever even look for the ocean of emotions I feel in my eyes or there lashes just hung up to my cleavage ? Why my sensitivity appeares a sign of cowardice to them and not as a human ? For those who see me weak , yes , I am weak and I do feel low sometimes but I don't let it overpower me as I am a human too and my humanity is what makes me one of a kind . Oh no ,no ,no you are wrong my dear I truly believe that humanity is what passes through me , I am the one who is the pioneer of harmony . I am the melody that rings through your ears . I am that prayer of God without whom even Adam was alone without eve. I am that channelising energy that run through your veins. I am that pleasure without whom you cannot even think of having a home. I am the future and the invincible . So don't you dare look at me like I am the victim as I am a hell of a soldier who goes through a battle every single day and none of them ever made me stop to embellish the woman I am.