High on your love

And only maybe if we meet again , I want that rendezvous to be the most contagious and consuming moment of my life . As if all those years and times we lived together get revived .I just want to meet him in some part of the world an unknown place maybe an island or in the woods maybe in foothills of the Rockies mountain . A meet so unexpected and nostalgic that only our eyes do the talking . And in that adrenaline I just want to kiss him . Kiss him like no one ever will or no one ever would . In that hazy light on a corner of a street in a dark rainy night in a car , I want him to catch a hold of me and not let me go untill I am out of my breath . I want him to catch up the pace and to dive in the hues of that heated moment. , I want him to stay there and get into me . I want no one else to do that to me but only him . I want him to taste my lips like he feel the taste of his coffee slow steady and steamy I want the moment to be fierce .

I want all the clocks of the world to get stuck .I want to feel his whisper in my ear , the heaviness of his breath on my cheeks  , I want his forehead to rest on mine . I want to go that much wild with him  as if it feels of skydiving . I want the passion of that moment to go Wilder and Wilder with every second passing by I want him to get high on me like a dose of cocaine and forget about what the rest is happening . What I want with him is a real escape from the reality for some time . I want a moment not out of haze , not out of lust but a moment out of a longing for union of our souls , heart and mind . A desire to come closer to him even more than ever that is how I want that time to be .

A moment where both of our not only bodies will be in sync but also our hearts will pace together.

I want him to undress my layers one at a time , kiss my neck line and I want his hands to be in my hair , I want to sulk in his manliness , in his strong muscles I want to feel the safe that I was looking for from ages. I want him to move his hands through my soft skin , I want his touch on my thighs , on my navel I want to feel the movement of his tongue  I want him to play with me with his fingers down there , I want my sleak and tiny body to be covered up by his . I want a connection between my skin and his hands to make every vein in my body jump out of sheer joy . I want the sensation to go louder whenever he comes closer  to kiss me . I want him to lay down on me . With the thumping sounds of rain outside I want the beat of his heart next to me I want him to kiss all of me and play with my hair I want him to slick down my hair behind my ears I want him to kiss my forehead , my eyes , my dimples , my mole beside my lips , I want him to kiss my eyes by just looking into mine I want all of him , all of his promises , all of his "I love you's" , all of his commitments , all of his love and care in that one look .

I want a memory so much engulfing , enticing and surreal with him that it becomes terrible to let go of his grasp on me. Not just a bare memory , I want to live a life in that very moment cherishing parts of him that he never imagined of existed inside him. 

Now when we next meet somewhere aloof after a long time just know that my love is a typical teenage dream kind of but with a pinch of fire and ferocity.