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A Letter for Him

Dear Edward, 

Is jealousy an unforgivable crime? If it is, I'm ready to surrender myself and take all charges for I know that I am guilty. I completely understand that 'to wish for your simple glimpse, touch and smile to be mine alone is unrighteous', knowing that I'm not the sole person in your so-called 'WORLD' yet I'm willing to swallow every rant, every trash talk, every scold and every noisy speech just to have those and lock your heart with me forever.

Is it selfishness not to impart what's mine? You are free to judge me if it is. Judge me for I am not willing to share YOU with another woman. You know me very well, I'm not into hate when they touch my possessions but you are the exception to my rule. Only with you, everything in my system is contrasted because I'm not gonna buy that hilarious art of reasoning when they'd dare to touch you. Sorry, baby, I'm that possessive because I love you that much. Yes! It's only you who holds my heart.

I love eating sweets especially cakes with chocolate fillings. I'm so annoyed when someone looks at me while eating my favorites. They look like stupid beggars and I gradually lost my appetite upon seeing their malignant faces. However, I'm willing to trade eating sweets if the price is YOU. So don't you dare make idiot things at my back because I'm willing to do everything that I can, just to hold you.

Now, people, I need all your verdicts and criticisms. Can you tell me that I am the worst person ever live on earth; when you know that I'm only protecting what's mine? Honestly speaking, I'm ready to be called 'NOTORIOUS SINNER' for the mortal crime named LOVE. I'm ashamed to say this crazy line but if I love someone, I'm willing to take the risk even for uncertainty. I can risk my heart to protect someone who I loyally in love with. I am a sinner.