A Secret To Tell

I've been thinking lately,
Of my feelings for you.
Wanting to tell you badly,
And finally let you knew.

A secret I've been keeping,
A smile I've been stealing,
A look I've been pondering,
A love I've been nurturing.

Oh but why can't you see,
All the things I tried to be.
To heal and change your mind,
For you to finally be mine.

I spend with you my time,
And tried our rhythm to rhyme.
I've also been down my knees,
Uttering prayers and pleas.

But indeed you're a hardcore,
Cause by pain you had before.
Spells and magic are no use,
Cause your heart keeps to refuse.

I wonder are you worth it,
A mistake I shall repeat.
Cause you make me happy then,
But gave me a bitter end.

Perhaps they are right,
You're not the one for me.
So after this lonely night,
I'll go and set myself free