I am empty now.I have nothing to show off or loose.Am just an alive human being.A bare idol that does locomotion.I don't have friends.Maybe I don't try to get them or maybe no one even likes me. :')
{These are my strange feelings that I always get in class,don't know why.I think I sit alone thats why.}
I love Nature.I love trekking(have became youngest one in a summit) and a biker.(famous in my street just because I ride motorbike being a girl :D)
As a human,am really talented as others say.I am well in different kinds of dance(hip hop,break dance,shuffle dance),am a singer(Classical graduated),swimmer(District level champion), a state athlete(silver in my state),and poet in school(won several prizes).I have many many prizes,trophies,and certificates.And am really passionate for dancing,swimming and writing.
I am not a loner but I don't have friends in my section.So the whole day in my class I feel am a loner,I don't have friends and all.Like this I have friends.3 Best friends from my batch and many many senior and junior friends.
People like me at first instance.Everyone actually.Because I talk so much and don't hide any thing.And usually become good friend.But not my class people as I don't talk,stay very silent,showing am dumb.Dont know why! I think because once I have been bulied in my section :( .Sometimes I feel they are jealous of me thats why.Because am versatile and famous in school.Well! I am..But I dont be jealous of toppers.Then why do they...
But am really really loyal for every friend.
I have a crush on someone from a distant state.I met him when I went for a trek.I saw one more boy that looks just like him in my city.He is my friend now.But if he is intrested in me then only I'll go for anything.Because I dont like heart breaks.
I am not very good in studing.Actually don't have a impression like studious in my class.Beacause I get Ok marks.Just English topper.But none knows that Ok marks also come with my last night study and in that also I get sufficient marks as compared to poors who take many tutions.
So my family and friends tell me to study.They say you are so brilliant that in night study you get so much marks,then you can be the topper if you study daily.Well thats literally true.But I don't know why after knowing also that its actually true,I don't study.
And am in a very big school.Actually I live in a education hub of my region.So finally everyone concludes to my studies,ignoring all my talents.
But they are true someways.For an indian citizen,a good goverment job is what everyone runs for.
In my bad points..I have low tempor.Sometimes freely speak anything.Don't know how to make friends in classroom.And don't give required respect to my family.
So thats me but I love myself.I talk to me.I am a overthinker,a dreamer but wanna help everyone whoever is in depression,poor or is lonely.And am proud of myself.I live very very happily.I enjoy most of my moments.Though I cry very much also,am very emotional and become very sad manytimes because of random overthinking.But any ways am happy with me.Thats the best thing.I live for me not for others.
I was very enthusiast at early ages.But now have became little lazy.I became so because I thought people didn't liked my very energy full nature but now slowly I have understood that its not like that.Be yourself always.Love yourself.Do what you like.So I am trying to get the same energy in me again.So my quotes are...
"Don't change because people will not change their opinion for you even if you change yourself for them."
Don't go behind your every feelings (strange feelings usually).Its not reality it your mind created situation.Actually from a third person's sense you could be completely different.
:D
So thats about myself.Thanks for staying and reading.