There are just times that sadness visits me.
Most especially when I have something to celebrate and you're not here with me.
It's less painful now but it still affects me.
I can't still seem to stop questioning why it always happens.
When will be the time that I can celebrate with a happy heart with you?
Because I was always there,you know.
Through your small victories. I was there celebrating with you.
But how come can't you celebrate my tiny victories with me?
I will not blame you.
We are old enough now to know that we have our own choices.
We are old enough now to know what is good for us.
We are old enough now to know when to go and when to stop.
Maybe it is really time to stop hoping for you to celebrate my small victories with me.