Have you ever experienced a hardship of losing someone? Like you wanna taped together for you never be apart and because you're happy with that person.
But there is always a "You'll never know what comes next" in your mind. What will happen after those happy moments, then ending up asking yourself "Does this moments will be forever or it'll last like never?"
You just don't know what, when, and how. Like,
What is the purpose of being with that person,
WHEN will that person leave for you to get ready so it won't hurt so much and HOW will u say "Goodbye" when your heart wants to say "Please stay. Just stay."
(I wrote this part when I was already attached and afraid of losing her.)
Then here it goes.
Yes, it happened. The person I'm afraid to lose... already gone. Not that she's dead but gone by leaving. By leaving me with pain that full of sadness. These are what I'm afraid of, being alone and to be forgotten by the person you love. In short, a leave-taking of someone made you feel elated and completely mended.
And now, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to move. I don't know how to take this blue off. I don't know how to be yellow... again.