"Where am I?" I asked. I was inside an emptiness. It was all black! And suddenly, a white orb appeared.
"Welcome," it said. "Who are you?! What are you?!"
He answered silence in my question.
"Let me show you something"
After that orb said that... The darkness turned into something I can't explain. I was inside the labor room now. Seeing a child full of blood crying. After the doctor finished wiping all the blood from the child and cutting his umbilical cord. He gave it to its mother's arms.
...My mother..
I realize who's that child now..
"This.. is.... Why am I seeing this?!"
"Look at your mother.. And your father just coming in right now... Look at all the people that's around you from that time. You haven't seen this happy moment, right? What a shame... You should have..!" the blue orb said like showing mercy for me. Seeing me crying while all the people around me is full of happiness.. Making me feel like a melancholic person that time.
"I'm still a baby back then, Idiot"
After saying that, the white orb became so bright.. Making me blind. I closed my eyes and when I opened it, I was surprised of what I saw.
It was my mother. Lying in her death bed.
"I don't wanna see this"
"Hmmm, look at your own mother dying! Where are you when you're needed huh?" A tear cascaded down my cheeks as the seen change making it my point of view. "Aaww, you're with your girlfriend! Your girlfriend that all she wants from you is all your money."
"That's not true, she loved me!!"
"Oh, but it is..~"
And the scene changed... again.
"You slut! Going to our house to make out with my husband!!"
"No! That is not true!"
"Mother... Why...?"
"No son! I can explain!!"
I shouted at her and started running, locking myself inside my room even though I still did not heared mama's explaination.
"You're such a bad son, huh? Not like your girlfriend, you didn't even defend your mother! Look what really happened."
The scene, again, changed. I'm now seeing my mother looking at a wallet. I scooted next to her to also look at it.
There was a picture.
It was the lady's husband!
My mom knocked at the door of their house. Suddenly, the door opened revealing a worried man.
"Excuse me sir. I believe this is yours."
"Oh! Thank you! Thank you!"
"You're always welcome!"
"Come in! I'll give you food. Pick what you want!"
"Oh no, no, no! Your thank you was enough!"
"Well, it's not just for you. It's also for your family"
"Oh,ummmm... Ok... I guess."
After their conversation mama then came inside the man's house.
"Oh, what a beautiful mother!"
"Yeah... And I know what happened next. She gave the food she picked to us and I started rambling about "I don't like this food. Do you have another one" thingy!"
"Yes! Yes!"
"Ohhhh, your right... I'm such a bad son!!
" That's "some" of your mistakes to your mother... Let me tell you some more. Hmmm. How about your mistakes to your father..?
"No... Please .. Stop.... I don't want too.. Stop this... STOP IT!!"
The orb then shined so bright again.