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I thought being jolly is happy
That it would not affect me
When things just go on, didn't worry
I never even wished anything for me
Not when happiness,
Turns into sadness
In my loneliness,
There, I found emptiness
I woke up thinking to end the day
Thinking if tomorrow they'll stay
Am I a game they will just play?
Or will they want to push me away
I face people looking happy,
But that's not the real me
Going home all alone,
No one can come along