As if the winter wont end. It was February and yet the window panes were covered by snow. I went out to get some hot dogs from the nearby snacks bar. She was still asleep. Perhaps the hangover of last night. When I returned she was not there. "Maybe in the washroom" I thought, but no. On the table there was an envelope. I tore it and started reading . As usual, it took me five minutes to read one sentence. Her handwriting was still as poor as a nursery child.
"Dear John, its been a pleasure being with you and spending such a wonderful time. But I have to leave. I have a family, my kids. I cant ignore them any longer. I know they hate me but that cant negate my love for them. To me, this was the prime moment of happiness. I hope you settle in life. Marry the girl of your choice and dont make any second mistake. Wish you all success and happiness."
I knew we would part and maybe this was the perfect way to do that. An arranged one would have left both of us devastated, might have destroyed this orderly life. I knew my kids wanted me , but I didnt. Obsessed with ambition, and achievement I lost my family. I left her.
Beside the letter there was a small parcel , perhaps my anniversary gift. My eyes still refused to wet, like the previous time.