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Things just do not go smooth to some people, like me
Wanting to let go after hurting and wating to be free
Sometimes still wondering why people always hurt me
Shit happens when you are you wanted to be
I have been hurt so many times and being left by
It hurts every second and the hardest was the goodbye
What hurts the most is when they didn't tell me why
Thoughts, being in jail of memories, I want to die
Those are the things that made go insane
Now, things will never just go again the same
I have been hurt but I can stand up on my own
I have been left but I don't wanna be unknown
I was hurt but I promise it won't happen again
People now would not cause me even a single pain
This world go round but also being unfair
Even the world do, then I don't wanna be fair
I don't wanna let bad things happen now
In some case, people can see how I've changed now
People now can't stay longer in my life
With them, I don't ever feel ease and safe