I’m sorry that my mouth blurted out the words totally different from what you wanted to hear
I’m sorry that I can no longer reciprocate the love that you have given
I’m sorry that I have lead you on, to make you even think that I am slowly unlocking my doors, opening my windows, not just to you but love itself
I have found love within the comfort of these four walls,
I have found love in this perimeter I have confined myself in
I have found love within myself
And you know how long the search took, how many places I have ran into just to find it.
I can not just give it back.
To you.