How come I'm feeling this again?
Why can I not avoid this pain?
As I read my scribbles in the past years,
I find it all the same, I've never learned.
It's funny to find it all the same;
Again and again it becomes a shame;
As always, a foolish heart I have,
Will never learn about what is love.
This man is cruising in my mind;
Just like before, I haven't read the sign;
The falling, holding and gripping are starting;
As always, no one's there to hold and do the catching.
This time I thought I couldn't write a piece,
For I have written it all in the past years;
To me, this feeling is so not strange,
For I have felt it in the past four years.
I thought I have mastered the art of letting go,
For I have already dealt with it in years ago;
So this time, it must be easier for me;
But I was wrong, 'cause I'm struggling as you can see.
I've never seen you coming;
Unexpectedly stepping and smiling;
I have felt that little spark as people say,
As you come closer and approach my way.
But suddenly, your move seem so slow;
Little by little, it felt like you stop on what you do;
Realizing then the truth, I was struck;
I must wake up and get myself back!
As always, it might just be a one side;
For once I thought I'm seeing a sunrise,
With its colorful rays, indeed it is but a sunset;
Another passer-by, a goodbye and a lesson for me to take.
I'm thinking, how can I not see that red light?
When my soul quietly shouted, "He's out of your sight!"
And now that I'm here again in this scenario,
I guess I just have to let it go...
As always, to trust TIME and move on,
For I believe, we're both not ready to go on...
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