To the one I thought to be the one

I knew you have past lover

That hurt you so bad

I thought you two are done

Based on what I heard last

You confused me of your actions

That I tried to avoid then

But in the end I let it flow

Thinking this might bring us somewhere

You are giving so much hints

I thought this is finally it

We enjoyed our company

Constantly that is becoming frequently

But then I suddenly heard

You are set to make a vow

Waiting for her to walk on the aisle

And build a family together

Same old story

Same old pattern

Again, this is me who hope for nothing

Again, I expected for something

Though I think I will be fine

I know I will, because I mastered this

I already know how to deal with this

Just another passerby I think

But how many passerby should I meet

Before meeting the one who will stay

Who will choose me as who I am

Not just admiring as what I am

This is me wondering

This is just me hoping for it to come

But this is also me thinking it won't come

Either ways, I am fine!

#czary02012022