I knew you have past lover
That hurt you so bad
I thought you two are done
Based on what I heard last
You confused me of your actions
That I tried to avoid then
But in the end I let it flow
Thinking this might bring us somewhere
You are giving so much hints
I thought this is finally it
We enjoyed our company
Constantly that is becoming frequently
But then I suddenly heard
You are set to make a vow
Waiting for her to walk on the aisle
And build a family together
Same old story
Same old pattern
Again, this is me who hope for nothing
Again, I expected for something
Though I think I will be fine
I know I will, because I mastered this
I already know how to deal with this
Just another passerby I think
But how many passerby should I meet
Before meeting the one who will stay
Who will choose me as who I am
Not just admiring as what I am
This is me wondering
This is just me hoping for it to come
But this is also me thinking it won't come
Either ways, I am fine!
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