I miss you
It takes a lot of courage just to admit it to myself
And it takes a lot of me to write something about you
I miss you so much, I can’t breathe
I miss you so much I think of you every single night before I go to sleep
I miss you so much, I can’t really live
I know its been awhile since we said our good byes
Or since you left me
Cause I haven’t say goodbye. Still never will
Its been a couple of months since you said you can’t handle us
The relationship, the posibility, the promises, me
But its still sting
My heart still aches by your words
My eyes still cry when I think of you
And my stomach still in knots when I see your face
And thats when I realized, I miss you
I love you, still
Maybe I never stopped.
Despite the truth that you left me for someone else
Despite of seeing you happy with her
Despite of my friends telling me you’re not worth it
I still do love you
And I hate myself for that
You cause me pain
Pain that I still feel even now
But
I miss you
And I don’t really know how to stop missing you