Ranting and broken

I honestly dont know where to start

Im on my bed right now.

Hungry, thirsty, crying nd shattered

My eyes could barely open because of crying last night

You know what that means?

Getting high tonight

Words are big thing to me

Once you said them, I cant really lose grip to it

One word, and it has the power to break me. Or I say shatter

He said I am too much for him to handle. That Im changing him and it make him sick.

And that made me sick of myself too.

To be honest, i didnt know that Im doing it.

But thats the thing you are not really aware of your wrong doings until someone tells you about them

But, am I wrong?

What do I do?

Whats next?

What now?

He is my world. And Im crashing my world without me knowing

I dont wanna go. But if I stay, will we be the same?