"Oh please, not him!" My friends told me for the nth time. He, the new person that I like, is known as a heartbreaker-- unintentionally. He's naturally sweet and clingy, not to mention his two damn deep attractive dimples. He would talk to different girls with the same smile and approach. He may look like he has motives but none of it are true. You will only fall from the cliff with no chance of him catching you. I'm not sure when and why did I start liking him but one day, wind blew my heart towards him. And I knew, I need to save myself from him.
"But he's the one that I like. I can't dictate my heart." I anaswered each one of them with the same line. There are just some people that you wouldn't fall for, not because they are unlikeable, but because the only thing you can offer is friendship. And there are some cases that you'll see others as a man, a partner. I cannot dictate my heart for it sees him as a man.
But fortunately, yesterday event was an eye-opener. I read his poem dedicated to his ex, I suppose. Fudge. I awoke from my dream. His heart is still with her, and I will never be her. You see, I will never learn unless I get hurt.
So from now on, my heart has been convinced to pull my heart back and forget this unwanted feeling. I won't go with the flow anymore. I'm going to block the hole to stop my feelings from flowing freely. I am now awake.