So its a real based story of myself on yesterday's night.
So my boyfriend had a family party in his house.And he decided that he would invite some 4 of his friends and me his girlfriend.So that he can also has his space and enjoy a bit.
Well at starting only his friends and he started talking about something unknown to me and that girl.They were maybe talking about some insta shit.And by grouping.2 of them were like leaders,hiding down their shit from everyone else.The other girl and I felt little out of box.Anyway we ate and other bunch of conversation began.I was talking one of the guys,asking him about something but Oh my god he just ignored me.Like seriously I think he had heard I called 3/4 times but he ignored me.
Then the mostest boring session started.That ignoring guy,and the 2 other guys leaving the other girl formed some kinky group and started talking full of rubish.
They were,in front of me only started telling that you are making some Gf's,having someone special,chatting with her in late nights ehh...Having fun,lot of fun.
Show me your chats,I want to see all fun hn.
And hey hey,I dont know if he has told his friends or not.But yes they have seen us together outside freequent times.Like seriously many a times.
And they are asking'Do you have a Gf' and OMG he doesnt even answer it.He was just smiling.And dude his friends are knowing and talking rubbish and He can't reply.
And he,the other girl and me are all getting so bored.We dont know what we gonna do.Am chatting in phone in a party.
And he in his own house is excluded from group and am kind of made fun of, because ya I am his Gf.
And guess what.Am very very serious.He is serious too.Like we have no reason to be just girl -friend and boy-friend...that two words connecting with 'aww' and good morning baby and all.
We actually think for future.
And am so much into him,that am ready to throw my birthday party just with him,leaving my friends even.I try to make so much reasons in my house to stay late,just to meet him.
And wow he can't accept me in public.Well thats not a big issue for me.I dont want publicity anyways but if they are saying about me indirectly to me only.Why are they being such a crap.Why can't he shut there mouth.
And bro there's an end to ingorance.All of us are ignored by that '3 friends' where they are not including my bf,the other girl and me.
And my guy cant understand and take a moment thought to talk to me and the girl.He is confused about should he or should he not.And he is confused like literally for his fake friends.
Well am very direct..I dont have many friends.I have 2-3 friends.But let me tell you they never gonna ignore me anywhere,not for fun also in public.They are gonna stay with me,and we are clear.No fake accent of friendship.
I end any friend relation where I have to get very formal and am being ignored.I prefer being alone rather.
And I am not gonna make my bf or friend let bored when am with both.Am gonna take control.And If its in my house am gonna make everyone's experience great.
I really felt anxiety after comming back.After heard talking rubbish about me,infront of me,and in my bf's house where he can't say a thing.He is also ignored and he can't utter a word.And me and that girl were conpletely outshotted from their party.
Today I feel gratitude and a sense of rejoicing and respect towards my old friends.My juniors and street mates whome I left from days.Am again gonna call them tonorrow.Atleast am lucky whoever my friends are,I am in group and dont get out shotted ever.We had never ever ignored any of us.And well I have told about my guy to them.Whether they except him or not or make his fun in comparison to me.Am open for him.And if he is gonna come infront of them,they are gonna respect him alot.And they will never ignore or disobey him.
Or I will never allow grouping in my couch.Thats it!!
I didnt felt good today and there behaviours were not at all good.And my bf's reaction seriously disturbed me.It ok to have a secret but quality relation.But not when they know and making your shit infront of you in your face.