There's this speech that captured my heart.
From my teacher.
He said...
"If you truly want to achieve greatness. You must embrace the element of fun."
That's what I'm lacking.
The element of fun.
I take life seriously.
There's no fun at all.
Why do I have to take life so seriously?
Why Am I not happy?
I don't want to be sad.
Not to be dull.
I want myself to be happy.
To be positive when things go crumble down.
Even though things won't work out I should be able to see something that is good.
I don't want to be ignore myself.
I want myself to grow into this an independent person.
I don't want to be weak.
I want to take risk.
Go out to the limit.
And with that.
I want to travel the world.
I want to see beautiful places.
Learn about their culture.
And be able to find myself.
Find who I truly am.
I don't want to be misunderstood.
I want to be respected.
I want to be loved.
To see my worth.
That even though I am small... I can do great things.
Big things.
I don't want to be overlooked.
I want to be praised for my goodness.
For the things that I have done.
For the kindness that I have given.
I want peace from one another.
I don't want power.
I just want acceptance.
I want people to treat one another with respect.
I want people to be honest with me.
When I know that telling the truth hurts.
It's better to know the truth than stabbing someone at the back with false accusation.
I want to be brave.
To try new things.
To not be afraid.
To be prepared of what's coming.
I want to be strong.
Not to be reluctant.
To be bold.
Willing to take the challenge.
Willing to stand firm when storms come.
Willing to sacrifice.
Willing to serve.
Willing to guide.
Willing to teach.
I have faith in me.
And I can do this.