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Before the After-During

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                                                                             This time I'll be simpler

This time I'll be sweeter

                                                                           But sweeter doesn't make sense

The only thing that makes sense




Is not sensing you,

                               ...is not absorbing every

                                                                   spontaneous subtlety of you

                                                                                                                   Yes, you!





                                                      The way you...

                                                                     but there's no way

                                         that you

                                                            will be my

                                                    definition of 'you'


                                                                                  That's my undivided veracity

                                                                          Swan-diving into the 

                                                   increment interstice of

                              your unpredictable spirit

                      of inquiry


                                                  Loving you is the most

                      underrated creative

                                                                                            destruction to date

                                                                  I've successfully figured

                                           ways to erase our 

                                                                               undecipherable fate


                                                                     In every dimensional configuration,

                                       I master the art and science of

           not remembering your 

genetic composition


                       I dehumanize you 

to the extent of

                                 destructing your

global denizen-ship

                                                                  I pretend to be your 

               apoptosis, controlling

you till you end your survivorship



Thanks for leaving my heart time-forgotten

     like a long-drowned submarine,

            Thanks for diverting your drop-dead stares,

                               closely enclosing me in a capsule of opaquely

                                                                           lifeless labyrinthine 



                                            Before this unfrozen yet society-shaken day ends,

let me tell you this without letting you know:

                                 Yes, we're not permanent paramours 

nor fundamental friends.





                                                       But, I still love you

                     Hope you'll never hear

'Cause that's what I

                      want to hear, my--

never-mine dear!


I think you should know 

                            by now

what you don't even

                                 want to know by now

                                                               ...or after now


                                                   I love you,

           I know this fallacy-feeling of mine

                                 is unvague to you

                but not that vivid to

          be returned

Now it's u-turned


I'm still in awe

         with your individual incandescence

As if there's nothing more to owe

                  I've driven an innumerable fleet of odes for you

As if all odds are ever in my favor

                                         ...and it's all just for you


                                                You're a boundless ocean to grab

                                                                Limitless lime shells in a sandy fluidity

                                                                          of a stranger-ly mob


                                  You polarize my starlight spectrum

                          Now let me end this heartbreak postbellum...

 











 




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launchora_imgMusic Nerd
3 days ago
My eyes are rolling while reading this piece but still nice work :P :D
launchora_imgShaira Sampaco
2 days ago
Thanks...sorry for the eye rolling
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