'' Love you '' i texted him
'' i love u more '' he replied
''Love u even more'' i texted him back
Umm... When i say dat i love u more i dont just mean that i love u more than u love me. I mean i love u more than the dark nights ahead of us. I mean i love u more than the distance and spaces between us. I love u more than anything else in the world '' he replied back ''
I sit in the dark with bright light from my phone shining in my eyes at this point of time when the whole world outside would be Lost in their dreams..
What m i doin here?? Reading our conversations?? Yes!!
Its been a year!!
A year ago everything was different. And now that i look back i realize that a year can do a lot to a person.
Do i miss him?? Yes!!
I try not to miss him but in the end i still do!!
Behind my smile there is a broken heart, behind my laugh m falling apart behind my eyes are tears at night!
Behind my body is a soul trying to fight!
But the absence of him is everywhere i look its like a huge hole has been plunged through my heart.
I know its important to know when something has reached its end. Closing circles shutting doors finishing chapters doesn't matter what we call it what Matters is leave in the past those memories of life that are over!!
I know i have became a memory.... Waiting to be erased.... But before that i want to ask him something...
Can we start over??
Can we be strangers again??
Let me introduce myself
We can laugh and talk
And relearn the things we already know,
And give each other
A second chance
Can we??
U made me the girl m today. U taught me how to live, to taught me how to love, how to laugh, how to hope i find myself in ur voice ur laughter!!
But u never taught me how to leave without you!!
''Shut up and stop thinking about him '' i mentally scolded myself
''the universe is working for you today heaven is holding conversations about you. Angels have been assigned to u its going to be alright '' i consoled myself ''
And that is how i think about you everyday and end up consoling myself that everything will be fine!!
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