¹³⁰ Best Daughter

I was the best daughter no one could ever have
Grab
Out of the darkness with glimmering bright
Everyone saw me as a light
No one knows, there is another me inside current me
The other me which they don't know lying in the deepest, careful and filthy me

I am greedy, selfish
No no no
Careful
It can't easily be distinguished
I'm an expert with the art of pushed blaming
Other suffers while I am beaming
I erased the spots of dirt and expertly put on my disguise of being down-to-earth
Hahaha

Ohh You see I am feeling mad now?
That's great this is the real me I am keeping somehow
I am a madly lunatic creature with a great acting skills and posture
Hahaha

Feel like I am crazy?
I really am crazy!
You. You guess it right
Blame society for this
They all picked the best, neglect the less
and pushed the developing to worst
These are how the world goes
If you aren't crazy enough,
you can always fill the gap
Six feet under the ground
Hahaha

It trains me to be cold
Society makes everyone bold
Corruption, leverage to disposition
Many did it without hesitation
I learned it
Don't tell me you don't do it
I won't buy it
I know you did
Just even once? Hahaha
You even steal working time
Saying it's mine!
Hypocrite!
No one dares to blame because ordinary people cannot move a concrete.
Hahaha

Anti-social?
Contrary to what's being social
It's the society that edict the laws
Of course, they can control it's flaws
When a powerful one mistaken,
amendment will come to shake us then
I didn't inflict pain, it's the hypocritical society's plan
Hahaha

This is my real learned face
A facade that I keep carefully under the surface
Once it blown, my defective image will shown
Everything underneath, all dirty and freak
When people realize these, I won't be the light they use to praise
I will be the shattered vase
Something that should neglect
like a virus that can infect
You can blame me, love me or hate me
Only because
I am not the best daughter no one could have
but a hypocrite camouflaged of love

I am the product of hypocrisy
A molded vase by the society