I can still remember the time you told me you like this song so much. I listened to it for a while and agreed on you based on the melody, vocalist's voice and poetry. The meaning of the song didn't bother me at all because we were too young, too in love with life and love. Until the most devastating day of my life came...
Our long distance friendship started 6 months earlier before that heart-shattering day. I was so mad and lonely being away from the place I grew up to and you were one of the people who listened to my sentiments. We still talked on the phone and sent messages of love, care and foolishness despite the distance between us. We never forget to say "lovyah" before we end our conversations over the line. I was never like that to my other friends and that made you special. You were a big sister to me while I was the little brat of our loving and talkative relationship. You were a friend any person could ever ask for. I was too blessed to have you in my life.
Then that horrible afternoon came. I couldn't sleep that night waiting for every update about you. I wanted so bad to be there for you but I just couldn't. All I could do was pray and even wish to every falling star I saw. When they told me you're gone, I broke down. All I ever thought of were our plans for the future. I couldn't imagine living without you and making my dreams come true without you in the picture. I cried for days and tried so hard not to miss you. There were days when I stare at my phone and wait for your text or call. It was more painful than any break up I've had. I lost someone who really know and understand me. And I still cry about it until now. The pain doesn't go away even after years of living with it.