As you check your social status, you notice things like what people been up to, one minute the page is full of happy things like gnomes being eaten by your dog or the cat is chasing a butterfly the next thing is your relationship pops up in your mind of you and Mr. Charming, nothing could replace the pain you feel, the deep sadness that takes over you like a fog takes over the entire town, you cant see a thing, not even a post sign. So how can you try to believe him, his lies that he tells like a fairy tail being told to a child, they know its not real but they still want to believe that somewhere there is that castle and somewhere there is a magical dragon, but whatever you do...the pain is there...
Remember those long walks along your favorite place by that small pond, that seemed just so, with right amount of leafage and proper amount of creatures that it seemed like heaven, almost, well those walks you spent with him...now all but a sweet, bitter memory. You tell yourself that he doesn't know, and that everything is OK...but is it..really OK? Is it OK to be broken, bruised at heart from the lie that entwined in your fragile relationship, is it OK?! They say that if not words that break you its the lies that choke you! Your mind, doesn't feel it, it doesn't love, it only knows the knowledge that your heart gives it, why cant we all be so heartless and be able to not feel pain that we feel so deep? Why do we give so many chances to those that harm us this much? Why?