Death Upon

When it doesn't feel like you are happy, escape that pain, get away from it

or it will devour you like the midnight devours daylight and leaves nothing but specks as small gift of what could have been prevented. 

Small amount of joy you have, keep it, use it and spread it around, try to be happy even if the pain is pushing you down, your strength is the major flame to the source of your light!

When you find that single battery that seems to have same attraction for you that you do for them, it's that time again to escape that. Feelings are such a monster when your fears of messing things up are jumbled up in the pit of your gut like the cars stuck in heavy traffic on one terrifying highway. Major failure on this is that feelings aren't just the red warning button, rather it's more of an indication that you are better off on your own, you are not used to these kind of feelings. When a normal routine is suddenly changed, things can take awhile to get back on track. 

What is the point of feeling something when your gut feeling is telling you that what you are feeling is only temporarily and that it will not last? The key word...last, slams your hopes right down to the depths of lost hope to ever have any chance to do anything right. Your fears, insecurities ruin your life, that's more than just an indicator. Time to get that red warning fixed to the green button, where you can actually have those negative feelings washed down that drain. Replacing such negativity you held on since birth can be tricky, especially if your routine was flipped, all together. Flipped? Well in that case we can't just go back and retrace our steps, waste of time. instead try to move on forward and make the best of the opportunity you have been given of the precious feelings you have for that battery which has attracted you and you have given it the same life interest. 

The battery cannot do all the work all of the time, it gets drained of its power and eventually dies. You are the charging source, make the best of everything don't make negative be the death of your attractions, let that feeling thrive. 

"what if..." that kind of negativity if certainly not going to give any battery the chance you want, it will fade and move on. If you really like whoever you are feeling for then take it easy, don't force the compatibility to incompatibility. Let it happen. DON'T RUN AWAY. If this is a bad battery certainly get rid of it, find yourself a good one and try to keep it. Be yourself. Don't be a fool. 

That "What if" is only a major doubt you must not let take you over. Don't dream  a dream and try to force to happen, that is a fail and a major death to your ever chance to make the battery pack survive.