Bloody Gray

Saturday night by the waves and shore
The air is hot but the wind is coming for sure
Sailing us away from this city of rumors
Are you ready 'cause I am hardcore?

Is this another heartbreak shit to write?
Or is this going to be one of the many nights
That would lead me back to the light?
Either of the two, I am down for tonight

Been creating and deleting lists of sappy songs,
Been mistakenly feeling forevers for so long,
Been loving people who turned out to be wrongs
Forevers are for the weak; one nights are for the strong

Can you love the woman I turned out to be—
Scarred but never scared, so full but empty?
I once felt not enough and too heavy to carry,
Only to find out I'm so much and they're just flabby

I'm not here for a game but if you want to play,
I am in for a good fight and my words are ready
Take out your gun, shoot my heart so you'll see
Red blood is for the naive, mine will bleed gray.