Here I am
Cuffed to bed
Transfixed to rest
Staring straight ahead
Day by day
I fade away
No one seems to remember
The man, who didn't get better
I watch the world changing
I'm not part of it
I watch the time pass by
I've let go of it
Unable to move a muscle
Unable to cry
Unable to live life
I'd rather just die
I just want to laugh
Like I used to do before
I want to live life
Step away from this sore
Not a day goes by
When I don't despise
My carelessness
My growing lies
On if I hadn't gone
Out if my way
It wouldn't have occurred
That fatal day
On a walk home from work
I saw a little distraction
My conscience felt weak
I succumbed to the attraction
A little while later
After fulfilling my desire
As guilty as red
I call myself a liar
Heaven read my thoughts
And punished me so
I'd regret it forever
I couldn't let go
A trip and a stumble
A blunt force to the head
I felt myself slip away
I felt my life crumble
Now I can't live life
The way I want
I can't breath myself
I can't read no font
I'd rather just die
Than stay in comatose
I'm breathing but I'm not alive
I didn't even write this prose.