Broken Marrow

My breath of life is bleeding
Till there's nothing left
I'm drowning with my own sins
At this very moment,
I cannot swallow my fear
Relentless burden in my chest
It's not me anymore,
From the day I let them in
Gave them a ride
Dancing in a hollow rib cage
The sting in my head
It won't stop
They're impossible
I knew then,
I've lost the will to fight
If the clock stops,
Will they cease my great torment?
If I came with blood,
Will they let me fly?
Tell me, please
Am I in hell?