I may look and act like a soldier in my own war for love,
And smile like I always conquer pain and fly like a dove,
But behind the deceiving curve you see in my lips,
Is the outlet of unspoken fears I just want to sip.
You see me as a mighty woman full of courage and guts,
The one you doubt if I ever lose in battles without but's,
But you never know how hard I try just to get the trophy
His smile, his attention, his future, his heart, his 'baby'.
You think I always move on, forgive and forget so easily,
A girl who just shrugs and laughs about ache so silly,
But I am so tired to stitch up my own mind and heart,
When I just need someone who can't break it from the start.