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C h a n g e.

There were nights
When my blissful days
Once revolved around you.

There were times
When my crazy mind
Is filled with thoughts of you.

There were moments
When my genuine smiles
Are all because of you.

There were instances
When my pair of eyes
Would glance at only you

And there are times like this
And inevitable instances like this
Where I would pity those moments
Where I would regret those memories
And think that it's just supposed to be
Not like what we used to be—
But what we are now
Just like this.

So tell me—

Have you ever wanted more?
That's why you left
And searched for more?

Have you ever wanted the best?
That's why you stopped
and let your feelings be put to rest?

Have you ever failed to try again?
That's why you gave up
And let those days come to an end?

May it be a yes or a no
Then perhaps it's just one way
To find out that it's time to let you go

May it be a stop or a go
Then it's probably just a sign
To finally choose myself
And that's what I should know

May it be a forever or a never
Then it's undoubtedly the right time
To say that it's just finally over.

So even if you were once my everything
And even if to you this change
doesn't clearly mean anything
Still, I would like to say one thing:

Thank you—
Thank you for giving me nothing.