Launchorasince 2014
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Call to a late love


.... Can you please come back? Can you bring me back my life? I can't remember how to smile, how to breath, how to speak without tears. I feel dead and empty. Sadness isn't a choice for me anymore because I don't know what it was before. 

Seems like I can't feel time. Hours, days and months are running. I see people celebrating new years but I don't know why because I'm still there, in the last day I spoke to you. 

I cried so many times that my eyes are dry now. Can you believe this? Even tears won't let me express how much pain I feel. 

Can you come back? Please... I just can't figure out how to be alive without you. No word is  enough to describe my days without you. This love is making me sick and I can't stand it anymore, but you won't come back. 

You left and took everything with you: my smile, my joy, my dreams, my spirit... everything.... so why did you leave me? You had to take me too. You should have taken this rotten body. 

Can you come back? I beg you.... Just tell me what can I do to have you one more time? I want to feel the warmth of you hug, I need to touch you and I'm desperate for your voice. 

They told me to listen to music, it will ease my pain. I can't! Every song is about you. I can't enjoy it, every music starts to be quiet and once I turn it on, I'm out in the space. 

Please come back to me! People can die from a broken heart. I want to die but it's not just  my heart that is broken. My head is turned off, my lungs can't recognize oxygen anymore, my body isn't of a human being anymore. I want to die already!

Just come back.... I can't go back in time. Please.... Save me!

Somebody.... Help.... Please!