As far, life wasn't so fair to me or should I say I'm just not so good in the "LOVE GAME"?Before meeting him I used to think that love doesn't exist at all,and I was happy enough by the time!Then he just came,disguised in a classmate costume,to ruin my life.We started as friends,then our friendship started to grow up day after day,we couldn't spend a single day without talking to each other,and it's exactly when the game started,he got to know that I never fell in love and he took me as a challenge,I mean who doesn't want to be someone's first love?He was charming,he killed me with what every girl falls for..gallantry,and just like it wasn't enough he had the best smile ever.
He was a good player,so good that I opened my heart for him,a heart that has been well closed.I just loved him,thinking he is one of a kind and that my first love will be so sweet and that it's gonna last.But I knew deep down inside that I m gonna regret it's just that it was sooner than what I thought.
I always believed that I m smart enough,but then what?I've done a foolish move.I confessed my love to him,in other words I officially made him win the challenge.Yes I know dumb me.
So,after some days of seeing life in pink and white,dreaming big,getting emotional while watching love stories,and waiting for my first love to be sweet,he just gave up on me in such a cold way,he even celebrated his victory right behind my eyes.He won the game and I learned my lesson.
Yet,I still ask my self,does love exist only in movies?or it's just that I wasn't lucky enough in my first and last(as far) love story.