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Yes, I am not your typical risk taker person
There might be lots of lots of an option
Somehow, I won't even listen to my decision
Sometimes, risking a thing isn't in the option
Some may say that it is always be worth it
Fuck it, not all the thing is worth the wait
Waiting gets complicated to set your "what if"
After risking, there are things you don't wanna believe
I don't always want to take the risk
Sometimes, it just makes me sick
It just getting worse when you take chance
Taking it means you may not get to change
It is not always the mind that we need to use
Sometimes heart may question it and refuse
Sometimes the heart knows you'll may lose
And taking a risk, mind and heart get confused