> As his aggravated outburst slowly comes to an end, he takes a
> composing, steadying breath, his infuriation wearing off slowly, leaving
> his eyes, the ones that haven’t left mine. Not for a second. “I’m crazy
> about you.” He breathes out, his words like waves, crashing all over me
> then finally settling in my knotted stomach. When I finally pick up the
> courage to say something it’s low and
> hushed “Nate, I…”
>
> he lifts his big hand to cradle my soft heated cheek lightly,his knuckles
> kissing my lips in a slight caress as his thump touches my lower lip
> hushing me,making me forget all rational thoughts,his face comes closer,his
> eyes pleading for me to accept the great gift of his love"i can't think
> about you with someone else,my insides burn with jealousy on the thought of
> someone else touching you,you're precious,so precious leila"
>
> his voice drops to a whisper with harsh rumble like silk over hot
> steal,he's so close i can feel the shudder that goes through his body as he
> pulls me close,a soft ache settles in the pit of my stomache,and i'm
> suddenly filled with longing,my heart beats with a rythem as anccient as
> earth and rain,he is every thing in my world,the dragon that controls every
> magic in my small imaginative kingdom,for a moment i panic ,not knowing
> what to do ,but as he looks in my eyes and i see the same longing i feel
> inside me reflected in his dialated iris i knew in that moment he would
> kiss me.
> "i don't have much but i promise you'll be my everything"
> he says in a whisper right before his soft lips touch mine in a barely
> there kiss
> "i'll keep you in my heart and always protect you no matter what"
> i could barely focus on his words because i was so lost in his touch that
> i thought i was dreaming.he finishes his words with a sweep of his soft
> lips on my nose and i can't help but clutch his shirt with my hands trying
> to burrow closer.
> "we'll fight but i'll always let you win because at the end of the day i
> will always put a smile on your lips ,and finally i'll charish you with
> everything i am,because to me you are preciouse"
> he looks back at me with eyes blazing with intensity,his heart thumping
> rappidly beneath my hand,and after such a long time of waiting for him to
> say those words,i can't even think about anything else ,i want to be with
> him forever.but i needed to know one thing
> "why now?i was around you the whole time,you ignored me like i don't
> exist,why come to me when someone else finaly wants to be with me?"
> he looks at me for a moment looking more like i just slapped him ,but then
> he seems to consider what i said ,suddenly he pulls me closer and put his
> strong arms around me,i knew then,he'd always be my haven and shelter,the
> only safe place to be is his heart,he kisses the top of my head then rests
> his cheek on my silky hair,he inhales slowly like i'm a flowery essence he
> wants to savor and whispers
> "bloody hell leila,you had to smell like vanilla too,you couldn't just be
> adorable with those big glasses,could you"
> i look up at him forgeting my question for a moment and ask in surprise.
> "you think my glasses are adorable?"
> he flashes me one of his cute dimpled smile and says with mischief
> hovering over his words like an invisible cloak
> "oh they are too cute for your own good,everytime i look at your face i
> get the feeling that you are a baby"
> i look up at him in outrage "you think i'm a baby?"
> i say in disblieve,his grin turns into a tender smile ,the corners of his
> sensual lips tipping up slightly and he says with apporval and pride in his
> rough male voice
> "yeah,you're my baby,it makes me feel like i want to snatch you up and
> hide you from the world"
> for a moment i swear i could hear the sound of the blood rushing rappidly
> through my veins as my heart thumped loudly and painfuly in my chest,i look
> up at him in wonder,i suddenly look down and touch my short hair self
> concious of my looks,i knew i'm not a beauty
> "i'm.....i'm not really that beautiful,incase you haven't noticed you
> didn't spare me a glance before"
> his smiles dies a little and he looks at me with anger slowly filling his
> eyes with red until they seemed to shimmer in the dark night
> "i couldn't allow my self to get attached to you,you're too innocent,and
> you are the most beautiful girl i've ever seen,and to your question,i was
> okey when you were safe from every guy including me but seeing you with a
> guy who will play with your innocence ,i could't allow it,i knew then you
> were mine from the day i layed eyes on your beautiful soul,i will protect
> you from anyone who dares to come close to you"
> i couldn't help the tears that rushed to my eyes instantly at his
> whisper-spoken words,i wrapped my arms around his neck and began to sob
> uncontrolably,i've loved him for so long,and he was so out of reach then
> suddenly there,my poor heart couldn't take it ,he wrapped me in the haven
> of his arms and held me close,i knew he lifted me off my feet because i
> could feel the ground beneath me no longer,he finally whispered the words
> that broke my resistance completely,in that rough voice of his that
> reminded me of thunder storms and rainy days
> "hussshhh,my angel,i'm here now,i promise i'll always be here by your side"
> i couldn't help it ,i held him tighter my body convulsing in his arms with
> the strength with which i held him
> "i love you nate,so much,you are the only man i want to be with,forever"
> he holds me tighter and i feel his lips grazing my ear a bit when he
> whispers the words back to me .
> "forever my love"