Changes

A year ago today, nothing seems to make sense of my life. I felt broke in every way. I started to regret decisions I've made, quitting from my teaching job, turning back a scholarship offer, letting people used me, not saying what I feel, wasting my time trying to convince myself that I'm happy and that I love just what I do. Then when I couldn't take it all, I did just what I'm always good at, escaping. Luckily I had the chance to do it right. I went to a ten day training that changes everything. The next ten months were never been the same since then. Before that, I couldn't see myself out of the mess I'm in. But I met wonderful people, I've made so many friends, I've been to so many gatherings, formal and informal, and before I knew it, my heart was put back into pieces again. I started to have hope. I started dreaming. I started moving forward. Now I'm not only physically far away, I'm a different person from what I am a year ago. I'm carefree, optimistic, hopeful, determined, risk taker, happy and at peace. So if you ever think your life is mess up now, hush. It will all passed. You just have to take one brave move forward. Trust me, I've been there.