I know I can't forget you, I haven't since the past decade.
I adore you, even with the beard and crooked look
My eyes behold the old you
That innocent smile that grabbed my heart
And the kid I once loved with all my heart,
I loved you and I couldn't help but extinguish my desires.
You are a forbidden wonderful sin.
May be it's the curse of hearts I broke,
May be it was the sins of my past,
I can't live with you but you live in me.
My heart craves for jokes that once made me smile.
But now even the faintest memory makes me weep
I see you, and you are here
Right next to me, in my dream
We laugh, we play, we hold our hands
We say- forever and ever, just like the children we used to be.
Even with the evidence that lay before me of the non existent god
I prey to have you someday, may be as ghosts.
It was always you
It's been always you...
And I will live with this and I might even die with this untold, blazing words
I loved you- the old you