Colliding Worlds

The time when you've wanted to be in the social circle seems to be long gone. The thaumaturge in your companion seems to have lost the way around. The shift of thought wasn't something risen all of a sudden. It had its help along the way. Of the decisions to be made, things still remains unclear, why would the decision have to be made? why should the two worlds collide? and why can't we move on?

Relationships are not just to make you a worthy contender for the best guy around, it is to give you strength and support, a ballast of variables that act on your life. However, situations arise when you have to make a choice, when the worlds around you collide in such a way that the wounds are beyond mendable. The worse part of being in the situation is the position you put yourself in. To choose between the familiar world and the other more desirable world is not somewhere you ever want to be. Even if it is not your fault and even if you had nothing to do with it, you are the one ending up hearing all the blame. While your pigsney knits her dream in the quilt of hopes and promises, while you are trying hard to keep them, the other world sits around and makes inferences that is entirely biased by the solipsistic attitude that person had lived in, not knowing how much pain and trouble the very act is causing the other even if it is not intentional. It should strictly be none of their business to make judgments about the former's life and events. And even if you accidentally come up with judgements, it is better for you to keep it to yourself. Words are never safe. It can be your friend, it can be your enemy.

Even then, we should think like time, no matter what we should move on. that is the only way your life be a better place. Moving on doesn't necessarily be with a change, it better be with a hope that things will return to how it were and the succorance will continue as long as the path of the world doesn't collide. Again!!!

With hopes of keeping the sodality...