A Confession.

Hi, 
I hate you. 

Yes, I do hate you. 

You repel me. 

Was is easy to let it out? 

No. 

Why am I hiding in a anonymous account? 

Because, I will never give you the satisfaction of knowing that I still suffer. 

I do, yes.

 I still suffer from all the pain I went through with you. 

I wish I was brave enough to send you this in person. 

You manipulated me for three years, you made me think I was a bad person. 

That without you I can't live. 

That it would be a miracle if someone cared or loved me. 

That I only exist to feed your ego. 

That you are the only one who loved me. 

That I don't deserve to be loved. 

You held me down, you made me spend days and nights wetting my pillows with tears. You made me doubt myself. I still do. 

You always made sure I was dependent to you. 

You swore, you will wreck me so bad I would not be able to ever love again. 

But hey... 

Goodbye, 
I love him.

Yes, I love him.

He amaze me.

Is it easy to admit ? 

YES.

Does he know that I love him ? 

Yes he does, and I tell him everyday. 

He wiped all my tears , you know

He picked up all the broken pots, He corrected all your mistakes.

Everything that you left... 

He, showed me that I was a good person. 

He, proved to me that I was deserving of love. 

He made sure, I would be independent.

He tells me that with or without him I can make it. 

And that he would never, promise me something he could never hold on to. 

He promised me, that he would never hurt or break my heart. 

He promised, he loves me. 

I love him.