"I just came to know that I am the foolest guy on Earth and there won't be any in future", he murmured." I once had crush on a girl during school time and now I just can't say how much I HATE her, from the core of my heart.
We were friends for a long time, I think from second class. We were a group of 5 or 6 friends. We were always be together and always be talking about some or other crap, as that were our days of childhood, how could one even miss that part of one's childhood, that glorious part.
But God didn't want us to be happy any long, so he didn't only divided us but broke us apart as our class was to be divided into three divisions. That point took a sharp edge not only in our relations but also in our lives. After that time, it was very rare that we even talked in school other than a simple gestures of meet. There would some talking on Orkut, sending messages in scrapbook. It was the trending social media network at that time just before Facebook came into the arena of social media.
And then these small 'parts' of our friendship also came to an end when we had to choose subjects in 11th standard. I remember our last chat happened just before half-yearly exams in that session only. After that I tried many a times to contact her but she never replied. I think the reason she didn't replied was a simple misunderstanding, otherwise how could one stop talking to a GOOD friend unseemingly. Possibly somebody might have told her something against me that made her angry. Its only the God and her who knows, what happened. I didn't get that chance to know the truth, and the real story behind all this. I tried to contact her many times not only during school days but also after our school life was over, but all my tries were in vein. The worst part was that the messages I sent to her were seen instantly but were never replied to. She didn't even tried to tell me the cause of her ignorance for so long. I don't know why she did and is doing this to me. I messaged her again and again just to know, 'What was even my fault?' For God's sake, please tell me once. I always feel like that I am the reason behind someone's unhappiness. But yesterday I tried my luck, once again after a very long time, for the last time and nothing to my surprise, nothing happened again.
The screen of my mobile read 'Message sent-6:02 pm Seen-6:32 pm.'
How can anyone be so rude to a friend (just came to know, anyone but not friend)?. No message for long four and a half years after I left 8 text messages. This time I was like "F*** U B**** ". I made my mind that I'm not gonna contact her in my entire life and if by chance I got to meet her in any of the outings or hangouts, I am just going to ignore her."
-Anonymous (a good friend of mine)