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Darkness


My heart is beating fast. My forehead is full of sweat. My mind is so confused. I'm trying to see clearly among the shadows. I'm trying to figure it out but I can't, I can only recognize one thing, that feeling, that fear. I'm paralyzed. I can barely breathe. Words are not coming out and silence becomes noisy. I don't know what it is till I suddenly understand it. It's not something external it is inside me. It comes out from my inside. It is not a different entity. It's just me, my essence, my dark essence trying to emerge and take control. I fight to keep it in its place but the more I struggle the stronger it gets. Tired I give up. I'm not the same but I'm myself. A part of me is dead now but I'm not dead at all. I'm this, I am my darkness.