Darkness.

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She drowns, sinking lower and lower into the deep deep darkness of her self, finding comfort in the darkest corners. She wanted more than anything to stay bright and light but alas life decided otherwise and fed off her light til there was none left for her. She could never learn to love her darkness but she learned to live in it and soon enough it was all she knew. She loved nothing, she knew no one could save her and soon enough she quit wanting to be saved, she found comfort in the darkness. With its beautiful lack of emotion. She tried to get out at first, to reach the light at the top of the hole but the longer she spent in the dark, the more she found it comforting. And the deeper it got, the less she cared. It is not that she does not want to escape her darkness, or that she wants to escape her light, she just wants to escape herself. she truly did not care how she did it.