the reason why i decided to write this is because i will talk about something rare and hidden and too much mysterious .
it includes everything in man life , social life , economic life , astrolohy and beleifs .
some call it ascension , some call it awaking , some call it enlightment and alot of false names .
you have to know that there are alot of false knowladge about this topic , even some writting and novels are totally the opposite from which you have to know , so be cautious !
even my talk you should consider it before you beleive in it .
me myself i found a good way to know........symbols !
symbols are the key to know , because they do no harm .
either you understand them , so you know you are in the right tract or you dont then they will not give you false information .
this text is not for everybody , its for the minority who will know themselves while reading my words.
you should feel comfortable while reading , if you you didnot feel comfortable this means you should stop reading .
always remember the word feeling !
the key is to feel rathar than to see or hear , your feeling is the key !
when i was child i used to beleive i am different , but i didnot know how different and why different , now after 35 years the only thing changed that i am sooooo sure i am different .
Different as describtion is better than the word , genius, crazy , good , bad or spiritual !
i will use symbols to conduct my idea because i know what ever is written can be misunderstod , but in case of symbols either you understand them and get the idea or you dont then there will be no harm .
i will use words and phrases as symbols which should mean something to you , if they did not then forget all about it :
-from darkness to light
-sun and the moon and maybe stars
-swinging between extreme good luck and bad luck
-expansion
-chess
-explosive diarrhea
-herpes
-osiris
-left side body scars
-friends then no friends, love then no love
-fear, isolation, alone
-moon face
-mystery
-chakras
-tooth abscess
-noise , dirt , odor
-i dont get what i want but people around me get what they want and what i want
-rat, rat faces
-mirror image , ying yang
-he looks like you , but you know he is not like you
-falcon , 6th sense
-sky , clouds
-dreams
-wind
-that girl
-time
-earth
-inciedence
-light at the end of dark tunnel
-count of monte cristo
-prison of the mind
-nature
-my hand wants to lose money but i dont want
-numbers
-relegion
-batman
-music
- the same is repeated
-my car to be fixed ........oh my god not again , not now
-driving in a highway is just like going to hell
-fatigue
-free man
-why people treat me so bad !!!!!!!!
-something hidden
-magic
-charisma
-sore throat and recurrent flu
-gaing weight due to fluid retention
-grass
-telepathy
-i am so good but why i cant manifest !
-the old and the past are surfacing again
-the truth
-something bad released out of my body
-junk people around me , why !!! i am not like them
always remember : dont beleive in anything, dont beleive anyone
just beleive yourself and in your self