It was a busy day. Again, on the fourth time I have submitted a resignation letter and bid goodbye to my fellow employees. It's usual but the I think I'll never get used to it. Every step I take away from the office felt so heavy as I knew they were on the porch sending me goodbye with their sight. I knew I'll never be back as an employee. I knew when I visit them again, I'll be an outsider and not part of the team anymore.
As heavy as my steps are, I reach my new destination. I have to start adjusting to a new environment. I have to start fitting in again. I'm confident that I'll be able to fit in, but I know too it is not going to be easy.
As I seat to observe the next committee session on political rights, I have endured a hard time getting used to terms that are not just new to me but are terms with different meanings.
The sessions are fast. There are two reasons. Commissioners are experts on the matters being discussed and there is a deadline to be met. And this we have to sway in amidst our adjustment period.
I have submitted also my comments on my assigned committee, the basic Rights. Tonight, I received the legal version of that from one of my attorney team mate. I was so happy to be able to see my layman's work being translated into legal phrases bearing the same meaning. I am just elated.
There are so many things to work for. And I still have so many things in worried about. Mostly are related to my capability to fit in this new line of work. I knew if I wanted to make it up to next year, I have to read a lot and sacrifice not having extra curricular activities. And so I pray.