I was not easy to decide and to have the bravery to start writing my feelings and to expose them to so much people that I don't even know. I think about it since nearly a month and I thought it was the moment .
The first thing I feel is "the emptiness". I feel so empty bu I don't even know why.It's like if a part of me was missing, like if I lose something somewhere but I don't what and I don't know where. I can't feel anything at all... I'm not happy but I'm not really sad either. Things that brings me smile before doesn't bring me smile anymore. I felt like this like maybe 3 or 4 years ago but it does last longer. This time a feel like this for a 2 month maybe 3 which is a huge amount of time. It scared me, I'm afraid that it will last forever. I hope it doesn't.
(Sorry for my english, it's not my official language)
#Nina