It was 11.59pm and I put my phone in silent mode
Not that I expect anyone to call, but I could remind myself even if they do, I won't hear.
I jumped onto my bed and switched off the lights
Not that I expect any surprise party, but it was time to sleep.
Darkness crowded over my room, and I wonder if they'd remember this day.
Not that I have any close friends but for this day, I wish I did.
looked over the ceiling fan, slowly sleep grabbed by eyes.
In my dream their was a birthday party, chocolate cake, diary milk and icecreams
Not that I was doing well, yesterday I got sick.
Then there were all my friends singing wishes in chorus, and I thanked God for the days to come, cause I ain't alone to fight the rough
Then the light lit up my room, 8 am and I was back to ground
Not even my parents, sister or any of my friends rememberEd I was born this day, why would this birthday be any different.
I knew this, in my deepest heart, no one cared before and nor will they ever care.
I checked for any wishes or missed calls but no one was there, our college group icon was same, my friend sitting with dog in her hand, yesterday was her birthday.
It ached but not that much as in childhood
So my birthday is a black mark of my life
The day that reminds me I am alone in this fuss
The worst day of my life, the day I was born in this wretched place.