Dear,
I wait everyday thinking that
My smartphone may display a "Hi" or "Hello".
Dear,
I keep seeing you change your profile picture one after another
Anxiously waiting for a "Hi" or "Hello".
Dear,
I see double ticks on my whats app screen,
Waiting for it to turn blue.
Dear,
I wait anxiously for you to initiate a conversation,
Knowing that you may never.
Dear,
I ask for forgiveness if i have sinned in the past,
Hoping you may forgive.
Dear,
I am ready to apologize even if i don't know,
What mistake i did.
Dear,
I asked you if you still want to talk,
Hoping that if you reply "NO" i could move on.
Dear,
You have created a battle between the heart and mind,
That has created an inner turmoil.
Dear,
All i expect is a little honesty,
So i can stop the war inside me.
Dear,
I pray that i can get a heart that doesn't care anymore
Like the one you have.
Dear,
Again i say " Please be honest", are we friends or lovers or whatever?
Or am i just a damn fool blinded by my ignorance.
Dear,
My mind says"She has moved on",
But the poor heart doesn't understand "WHEN AND WHY"