DECEIT, A Daily Visitor

I let myself love you

Knowing in advance that you would hurt me

Being aware of your insincere attitude that would hurt me

Knowing clearly that you cannot reciprocate for my love

Mesmerized by your love for yourself

I stood there gazing at your inner YOU

Never noticing you ,noticing me

Letting loose my notions about you

Blindfolded by your 'love' for me

Letting me dissolve in you.

But, it was late when I realized you

When I realized and accepted the facts 

That you can never understand love

That you saw my eyes, and never my heart

That you were fake

That you were not the one for me

That you could love no one but you.

You are unfit to realize the worth the love, that is always true

That binds souls, not bodies

That dwells only in pure and untainted hearts

Never in the ones tainted with specks of deceitfulness

Hypocrisy expunges love

Destroys faith.

Why do you do this?

Why ruin people's peace and serenity?

What do you gain?

But I have now learnt my lessons because of you

To live in a world of falsity

Among all those nasty, drama-loving people who know nothing but to pretend

Never allowing myself to change to bad, or dissolve in falsehood.

Never pretending,

For I know what it means to get hurt

For I know I have only me for MYSELF!