"Please don't leave ... !!" he cried in pain , but she thought it was another one of is vague attempt but little did she realized how much she meant to him how much he loved her only if she hadn't come to talk to him with so much hate in her heart would she have realized that people are flawed and even the best of them make mistakes but that doesn't mean they are terrible people it just makes them human i guess.
"Don't do this..i hate your fake tears this is not love its a mere obsession .. had you loved me you would have let me go .. i am fed up with all your tears , blames and fights...just get lost and never show me your face.." she screamed , but that was not the truth she knew in her heart , deep down she knew that he was mad about her and no one would ever care for her or love her the way he did , for him she was her angel who carried him with her upon the seventh cloud and suddenly just dropped him and what else could a falling man do if not shout in pain and fear , ask for her help but she had grown immune to his cries not that they were fake but she was too busy noticing someone else's smile.
But neither was he always so much depressed and nor was she always so much cruel , i think love does that to people when you love someone you show them the parts of you that are filthy and so did they but the only difference was that he accepted her even with all her flaws and shortcomings and she didn't . But it wasn't always like this , they were happy once when she was the gem of his eye and he was her knight in the shining armor , he treated her like every girl dreams of and when they were with each other the rest of the world ceased to exist for them , everyone thought they would make it to forever but little did they knew that in real life forever is a variable for some it could last all there lives and for some it might last a few seconds cause the one thing that is certain in life is change and things you love the most will be lost, your dreams will change , you will fall , you are gonna die so many times before your actual death but every time you loose something precious you are gonna gain wisdom every time you fall you will realize your strength and every time you die you are gonna be reborn a better and strong person you were before but all these things were just rubbish to a broken heart who wanted her to be by his side and not in his heart only in his hard times.
After all his attempts at stopping her failed and she went , all he was left with was some amazing memories which became his worst nightmare , some old letter that forced him to write a suicide note every time he stumbled on them , a familiar voice which told him every time that he was dialing the wrong number , infinite words that were left unsaid , boundless love for her in his heart of which she just has seen the tip but he had no option then to dump this away and move on with his life . As he remembered her he never could decipher when did he started loving her may be since the day she walked into that auditorium he first saw her or the time when she consoled him when he broke down in front of her or was it always it was all very ambiguous and now that she is gone where does that leave him or as he loved to think where does it leave them ?
So as he sat by the side of the lake rethinking about his decision to jump he hears the waves crashing at his feet and the reflection of a simple night bulbs shining like diamonds in the muddy water of that lake he takes a sigh of relief and look back at everything , how the good and the bad and the happy and the sad all jumbled up together makes him and i think "I" have made peace with "YOU" gone not because i stopped loving you but because i have finally found you in my solitude .