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Depression


When all the birds started to sing their last song,
A howl in disguise will be heard across the universe all day long.

When a river forgot how rain tastes like for years,
The same flowing crystal blue water will never appear.

When the stars twinkle in their last night,
Everyone will dare to count them as they drop out of sight.

When the sun planned to give all its light for the moon,
The dome will forever be a nightsky soon.

When I think of these thoughts,
My heart sinks,
I know how depression feels.

When a pretty flower bloom in the days of winter; it needs to be admired,
But before we notice it,  it already died.

When a full battery percentage came down to zero percent,
It'll recharge again in no time just to wait for replies.

When someone forgot to call you beloved,
Surely,  in their hearts,  your faded.

When someone ask "are you alright?, "
"I'm fine" is enough for an answer.  A lie overwrite.

When I think of these thoughts,
My heart sinks,
I know how depression feels.

I'm a bird howling its last song,

I'm a river of flowing tears,

I'm a star that do not twikle; I flicker,

I'm a sun draining it's importance,

I'm a flower blooming at the wrong time,

I'm a battery percentage turning to zero without replies,

I'm not beloved;I'm always faded,

I'm fine, please do not believe me,

I'm a depress person,

A state of melancholy: Depression

I think of these thoughts daily,

This is when what's in mind I thought is reality,

Some might think I'm crazy,

Like those people that needs remedy,

Life for me is a big comedy show,

But never a joke when I'm feeling low,

Writing this poem made my own heart sank, 

Pouring full emotions to the blank,

Tears flowing like a morning dew,

.I know how depression feels.